My interview went quite well. I’m not holding out to get it because I can’t make the first two sessions. But I know I did my best, and all interview experience is good!
The revision/exam period is such a strange time. The only time I leave my house is to go to exams. I really need to shower but I don’t have the time and it’s not like I’m going out anyway. My whole world is exams. Day in, day out, revision revision revision. But, in light of thinking positively, it will be over in a few days! Just need to keep going (so so tired!)
I have too much sadness, too many insecurities and too many defects. No one wants to experience this.
I used to like having my hair red, but I’m worried that my face gets too pink and it looks horrible. It’s not good when your face is redder than your red hair. Considering dying it another colour. Don’t know :(
Trying to finish my dissy section on Redefinition, but it’s all getting a bit tangled in my brain. I’d much rather be making like this panda.
It’s 6am and I haven’t yet gone to sleep, but I am powering through this chapter of my dissertation! I don’t know why I can’t work at normal, sociable times, but I decided to embrace the night because I was on a roll. My brain genuinely works best at about 4am. I’ve got loads done!
Tomorrow is going to be more productive than today because it HAS TO BE. I need to send something to my dissertation tutor by Sunday, so I need to get something good down tomorrow :/ Stressful just thinking about tackling it. I need to make it comprehensible and not just random paragraphs.
‘Touch not the cat but the glove’
So stressed about tomorrow it’s ridiculous! I’ve only actually run through my presentation once, and I haven’t had the chance to actually do it to anyone :( I don’t know if my joke is funny or not! It’s nearly the right length at least (20 minutes is a ridiculously long time for one person to present for). Spent all day in the library today, got back at 10pm, cooked and ate dinner, showered, ran through my presentation and printed off my notes, aaaand now it’s finally bedtime. Except I’m all het up and not sleepy at all. But I really need to sleep because my day tomorrow is 9am-7pm and then we have to go to my lecturer’s house for dinner, which might be nice except it makes my day eeeeven longer -_____- Aaaand breathe.
From today, everything I achieve, everything I’m proud of, every nice thing that happens to me I will write down on a piece of paper and put in my owl mug. Then at the end of the year (/when I need to) I will read them all.